222 days

<--- I wish I was doing this right now....Mondays are lame. They have to be my least favorite day. Another weekend has come and gone, my errands keep piling up, and I can't stop thinking about how I want to run after work. I think it's crazy how you just fall right back into your typical work week you know? Like this past weekend was great, was with Nick, did a ton of errands, spent time with friends, did a whole bunch of wedding stuff, the list goes on....then this morning I woke up at 5:30 (well, technically 4:30 bc my sister woke me up) and did my morning routine, coffee, devo, checked email, hung out with killian :), then within an hour I was out the door and on my way to work. What would happen if I just didn't go into work? Like one day I decide, I'm not going to go into work today. I don't even have that in me, there is no way I would be able to do that.

Some random things on my mind today: I want to run. I got new running shoes and I can't wait to break them in even more than they already are. I have a young life meeting tonight from 7-9; however, the season finale of The Bachelor starts at 8...should I DVR it and catch up when I get home? Or should I just watch it once I get home? The first part is boring anyways....plus I already know who supposedly gets the rose. I can't wait 'til Nick gets off work! My wedding dress is all paid off....YIPPEEEE! I should be receiving my mason jars tomorrow in the mail (center pieces for the wedding), I ordered my lanterns, oooo I need to find a dance floor hookup....Can you tell my mind is all over the place?

We were looking at puppies online this weekend, and I found a website that was a no kill german shepherd rescue center in LA. We saw this little puppy that had an infection on her face and she just needed someone to love her and take care of her. I balled my eyes out, like full on sobbing. Nick made me close my laptop and not go back on that website. I wonder if she's ok...then that very same night, we went out for sushi (yes, I now like some kinds of sushi) and they had this big giant fish, his name was Daniel, he looked like an eel but wasn't. He was stuck in this little tank and didn't have much room to swim. I cried when I found out that they weren't going to buy him a new tank. I don't understand why people just disregard animals. I have such abig heart for them, why can't everyone?

I love Nick.

1. He's honest and loyal

2. He puts me first

3. He comforts me when I need him and even when I don’t

4. His love

5. His sense of humor

6. The fact that I know exactly what he is thinking and what he is going to say and vice versa

7. His goofiness

8. The fact that he is pursuing Christianity with me. He is diligent and keeps his promises, he does it for himself not just for me.

9. He loves his parents and is loyal to them

10. His spontaneity, his caring personality, just him all around.