Today's post may be a little bit more personal than my normal post, and I will be honest, I think I am being far more honest and vulnerable on here than I have to anyone in a long time. Some things have been on my mind lately and I feel that I keep seeing signs that lead me to writing this very post.
I don't want to bother other people with my prayer requests.
There I said it.
I often wonder if other people feel the same as I do sometimes. Growing up I was taught to be prayerful, faithful, and true to God and all will be well. I constantly surrounded myself with others that have the same morals and values and I have always had that one person that was my prayer buddy. And when I had prayer requests or praises, I always shared them with others. But as life has gotten busier and the hours in the day just seem to not be enough, I have found myself not being diligent in confiding in my accountability partner. And not because I don't trust her or feel that I can go to her, but more because life has gotten me so bogged down
sometimes almost all the time. That at the end of the day I just don't want to bother other people with things sometimes. And just as of yesterday, I realized that that's not being fair. It's not fair to me, to my prayer buddy, to God, and to those around me.
So I sat there for a while last night...in the stillness of the night (that's a song right?) and thought
this isn't right. I realized that I need that person in my life every day. No questions asked. And that instant, I made the decision to be honest, and to make it a point to let you all know that I have been doing this.
I also want this be an open invitation for those who may feel the same way I do, to let me know how I can be praying for them. I encourage my friends in the blog world to email me (
lindseycleveland@gmail.com) with a prayer request. This is my promise to you that I will pray for you.
I hope this post finds you well....and I promise to have a not-so-serious post next time. Enjoy your Friday, the weekend is almost here :)